Once Again
The silent tears fall down my face
And once again
No one's here to care
Once again I'm all alone
With no one here to help me
Once again they turn away
When pain a suffering turns my day
Into a horrible play
How can I win this war
When once again I'm ignored?
Day after day I pray for these tears to stop
For happiness to prevail
But once again the guard rail of the road breaks
And the person driving falls
Trying to take a hand that is never there
What will happen to me
If once again I'm all alone in the dark
Waiting for the light to save me?
Lost
I lost my way
Like a day
When I forget to pray.
I cry alone in my room
Thinking about the doom
That I might consume
Who am I, I ask myself
As the tears fall down my face
While I pace
To find my place.
Mirror
I look in the mirror hoping to see
A normal girl
Unlike me.
What I find is not so great
Instead so much hate.
This illness that I see
Beyond the mirrors and
Boundaries is not a gift
As some people may see
A curse it is to me.
The person staring at me
Through the mirror looks happy
But not me
The mask that I wear
To prevent me from seeing the truth
Has broken and now all I see
Is the anger and fearfulness that
Relies in me.
The person in the mirror and me
Are different you see.
But the sadness and anger will
Always be there knowing
That this curse is a scar that
May never heal.
Once Again
The silent tears fall down my face
And once again
No one's here to care
Once again I'm all alone
With no one here to help me
Once again they turn away
When pain a suffering turns my day
Into a horrible play
How can I win this war
When once again I'm ignored?
Day after day I pray for these tears to stop
For happiness to prevail
But once again the guard rail of the road breaks
And the person driving falls
Trying to take a hand that is never there
What will happen to me
If once again I'm all alone in the dark
Waiting for the light to save me?
Lost
I lost my way
Like a day
When I forget to pray.
I cry alone in my room
Thinking about the doom
That I might consume
Who am I, I ask myself
As the tears fall down my face
While I pace
To find my place.
Mirror
I look in the mirror hoping to see
A normal girl
Unlike me.
What I find is not so great
Instead so much hate.
This illness that I see
Beyond the mirrors and
Boundaries is not a gift
As some people may see
A curse it is to me.
The person staring at me
Through the mirror looks happy
But not me
The mask that I wear
To prevent me from seeing the truth
Has broken and now all I see
Is the anger and fearfulness that
Relies in me.
The person in the mirror and me
Are different you see.
But the sadness and anger will
Always be there knowing
That this curse is a scar that
May never heal.
Current Residence: milwaukie Favourite genre of music: Rock abd some dance/techno stuff Favourite style of art: ....... Operating System: HP MP3 player of choice: Zune Shell of choice: the gas station????(what the freak is a shell of choice??????) Wallpaper of choice: Dragons Skin of choice: .........the computer is Racist Favourite cartoon character: Courage the cowardly dog
i'm so excited i got 100 pages in my book The Butterfly Amulet!
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